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2005-03-01T00:13:00.000-08:00

heyy people.got a new blog at www.authenticated-.blogspot.com...go now!!!:))

2005-01-31T23:45:00.000-08:00

yesterday
was happy.
then got rilli sad.

thank you to all the people who've shown me concern kay.i rilli rilli appreciate it and i love ya lots!!

Regina
i thank god for regina who's always able to cheer me up and crack some lame jokes when everybody is so stressed up.i thank Him for every moment with regina to be my forever and ever darlingg senior!!:))

Rachel
thank you for being so caring and nice!!and thanks for the tissue but i didnt need it...haha i love ya love ya love ya lots!!and thanks for the ride home.thanks darlingg!!

YiBing and Adeline
thanks for you two's concern but you could say that i recover from depressing issues rilli fast.yepp.so dont worry about me kay..i know you all love me right.-ego smile-love you two!!

LiTang
even though you didnt know it,your obsession with photography rilli got me laughing all over again!!thanks so much!:))

Calean
thanks for pei-ing me yesterday!and for your concern and care!!!:))love ya lots!

I SHALL NOT TALK ABOUT DEPRESSING ISSUES ON MY BLOG NOW.
anyways...thank you all kay!:))you were great emotional supports!

today
got scolded by the footdrill commanders today.
SHALL NOT COMMENT ANY FURTHER.
sharlene is bugging us to help with her flash.

2005-01-26T17:03:00.000-08:00

my stupid links cant work.idiot.

sorry.gonna change it soon. again.

2005-01-23T01:13:00.000-08:00

thank yous today.

thanks to anthea for asking me to go church.

thanks to minzhen for encouraging me.

thanks to tracy for making me feel welcome.

thanks to choonyee for praying for darling anthea!!!

thanks everybody.

i spent yesterday shopping at orchard.i'm feeling better.

yay.

2005-01-19T02:29:00.000-08:00

i've thought about it.why worry so much..??

just be happy!!!

yay.anthea rocks.thanks so much for your tip on happiness.thank you!!!:))

okay.-happy-

goodnight!!!

2005-01-12T22:49:00.000-08:00

havent blogged for a longggggggg time.and now shar is bugging me to help her with her flash project.haha.we have footdrill practice today.me, ant, shar,oli.pathetic squad can.cant even make a squad because in the notes it said that it must be at least 8 people.totally pathetic.hahaha.hmm...what should i say???nothing to blog about what.

i think.

i think.

i think again.

oh yesyesyes.skool.booorrinnggggg can.stupid maths teacher totally sucks lor.geeky person.and my english teacher hasnt changed.so sad.she craps alooot can.can sleep.oh man.why do i get sucky teachers like this?and my life totally sucks la.hmph.shant publicise my stupid story anymore.i'm pathetic!!!!!!

tmr got footdrill.yay.

looking forward to it.ok i shall stop crapping so much.i feel like i'm lame every single day lor.

-sighs-muacks-*go practise drill now.

2004-12-31T20:09:00.000-08:00

wahahaah i lost my phone! hmmph. so sorry for not replying to new year messages if you've been sending!! hahaha. skool reopening liao. so sad. beauty sleep=pop! aiyah. got cca first day!!! and there's cca orientation on... wednesday. yep. *excited** sec ones coming in!! mwahaha yay!!!

2004-12-17T01:41:00.000-08:00

today we had cca.. so fun.
hmm... prepared for our item and ran through the intro. thought it was quite funny lar, with oli being dorinda and all that.. oops. cannot disclose any more info. cannot cannot:) we decided not to do dance at first.. but in this meeting we decided to do it again. so me and oli will have to cheorograph the thing lor.. waste my beauty sleep. hmm.. took out the rap thingy cause it was quite lame. yep.
prepared for hostess badge.
after cca was the fun thing. we went to look at the school photo in 2002.. saw lots and lots of seniors there. they all looked soooo cute!! haha. especially dawn. she pinned her hair up at that time and it was like- oh my god dawn looked so innocent!!:) sooo cute. hmm... also spotted wen and shu[with the help of dawn] and we discovered yunpei[looking so damn innocent with her hair in two ponytails]and huijin. and joanne. yep. we tried to locate amanda and pauline.. but! cannot find. *disappointed* i'm sure they would have been so adorable!!
had footdrill lesson with pauline and yunpei. ahahaha!!! my efforts finally paid off.*sobs* after a whole day of stamping at home.. *sobs* my stamping improved le!!! muahahahaha... atee and dawn joined us too. amanda was like trying to make us laugh can. evil woman. hahahahaha. just kidding:) but we kept making mistakes!! hahaha.

this is part of the conversation at coro today by shar, ant and me...
eh we've been doing open squad for a long time already lor.

what if next year sec 1s come and we do same thing as them ar?

laughter.

they'll laugh their heads off lor.

laughter.
-------end
oh my god this is horrifying. later come true how ar? hahahaha. okie.
anyway anthea lost her hp today!!! think she left it on the bus. poor thing. oh yar anthea... atee sends her condolences.. :)

okie... gotta go!!! bbye.

2004-12-13T23:47:00.000-08:00

just realised how much i'm gonna miss da sec4s when they're gone... i'm gonna miss them!!!

had cca todae and we made a rap!! itx rilli cool le... it goes like this.

or maybe i shan't. give you all a surprise. hahas.

went for excursion in guide rm todae.

okae... just looking forward to farewell. bbye!!

2004-12-07T19:52:00.000-08:00

just saw tisiana's blog and felt so huilty i din thank seniors. hahas sorrie.

huijin: thanks fer being such a wonderful sec3 to da stonefishes. ya were always dere to encourage us when we were losing and telling us we were gr8. muah!! i'm sure our whole platoon will love ya forever...

amanda and shu: our darling food i/cs!! hahas. impt people man. w/o you=no food. no food=die. hahas lame larr.. aniwaes da food was damn nice.. and also... thanks to amanda fer her rilli special smile which is rilli like--contagious..[like tisiana and meijiao's][hahas bimbo club people larrr..]and shu!! hahas.

and our cls dawn, mingyi and suyi: thanks fer making dis camp possible!! we loved it. thanks to.. dawn fer being so motherly[maybe its optical illusion].. mingyi fer taking such good care of all of us.. and suyi fer... misleading us whenever we were blindfolded!! no lar kidding. fer getting so worried when all da pls woke up fer 'fire drill'. hahas.

and da acls pauline, tracee and wen: thanks fer being so cute and lovable. thanks to... pauline fer.. making us roll in da mud! hahas and also being so cute.. tracee fer giving us advice to not scratch our legs. hahaas. it rilli didn't itch afterwards. and da gentle one fer giving us a rilli nice flying kiss during campfire games!! (:

hmmm... to all sec2s fer encouraging da sec1s to work harder and telling us wad to expect next year!! muah. love ya guys loads and loads..

dats all. i'm hungry. gonna eat lunch now.

oh yar.. surprisingly.. my appetite increased tremendously after camp. hahaas. bbyes!!!

2004-12-03T20:33:00.000-08:00

i'm back!!!
navy rawks.
and stonefish. ya guys rawk my world..

yeps. it was so fun...
da mud on your face is soil. OUR SOIL.
cool rites.

first dae(:

setting up of camp. so fun. ummm... was a bit slow but fun!! ummm. pitched da tent.. pegged it dwn WITH A ROCK cos our mellet was spoiled. [oh btw da rock is our ez friend now. his name is mr rocky rock.](: built gadgets. was assigned 2 da shoerack together wif xinying and jolynn... yeps. i'm so proud dat it stood firm 2 da end of camp. (:

den itxx total defence briefing.. quite boring actually. our performance quite lan4 lor. hahas..

den itxx team building wif all da sec1 recruits.[dats when we all missed tishie and her lame jokes.] yar. umm.. had to piece 2gether a jigsaw puzzle with a blindfold with only 2 people leading da whole battalion sec1s. and itx HER again who dusen haf 2 be blindfolded. everytime de. rites. aniwaes..

lunch. da food was actually quite nice... i was dreading it b4 dat. [yay. tishie's bck.] da sec 1s in our platoon each assigned 2 one sec 2. cool. got da food and zhuoxuan was like'hahas you're dead' and plopped a whole plateful of rice onto my plate lor. hahas. i tortured her ltr on when i was breakfast orderlies... gave her condensed milk milo.[da milo was SO sweetened can.] aniwaes.. sitting opp tishie and she forced me 2 gulp dwn dat whole plateful of rice[ with her zhao1 pai2 evil grin lor]... so full.

testwork. B-O-R-I-N-G. i took two testworks and failed both. dunnoe why.. maybe i neva rite enuf or missed out sum points bah.

outdoor cooking. chicken SOUP. well at least itx not chicken STEW again. it turned out quite nice le... had dinner.

BATH TIME!!! finally. everybodie was like rushing 2 da toilet. our platoon decided 2 bathe last cos we got toilet duty. nidda stay bck aniwaes so why nots. den tried out our campfire skit fer da second time, 3rd,4th. yeps. and itx like da script so lame. but we rilli appreciate da script-writers fer spending time outside cca fer it!!! special thanks to da s.a.r.[shirley(suat),anna and regina] ya rawk our world!!

trust and courage!!! fun fun fun.
furst station. balloon challenge. had 2 build a balloon structure with balloons[duh.] and newspapers so dat when we put 2 bricks on it da balloons wudn't burst. we put a total of six bricks!!! cool rites. oh yar. and we got bonus cos we put a person on top of da structure. guess who?? ME. mer was like 'aren't you scared?? when da balloons burst itx gonna hurt..' i was like 'umm.. i'm not afraid of balloons' but in actual fact i was so freaked out lor. hahas. we succeeded!!!(:
second station. [supposedly]suicide window. when we got dere shuand told us wrong station. we were like huh? den went on 2 human ladder lar. as usual... me furst.
third station. human chairs. we tried a lot of times lor. like dozens lar. but our longest record was 6 min++. yay. navy rawks.
fourth station. suicide window. this time... not me furst. muahahahaha... we went one-and-a-half times... yay.

den fall in.

den supper.

den charis went fer coh. we laid da tent and called our parents. den wrote angel and mortal letters. oh yar.. during boot in we picked our angels and mortals. yay. my mortal was shu. i was so shocked dat it was my patrol leader. hahas. but aniwaes she din reply fer da whole camp. buit neva mind. she's busy as sec 3 mar... coh lasted longer den it shud haf been. in da end we slept at 1+.. aft platoon meeting, dat is..

sec 2s told us all our faults and good pts also.. den sleep!!

second dae(:

woke up at 5:45. washed up.

had colours and pt. we were excused frm cooling dwn exercises cos we were breakfast orderlies fer dat dae... hehhehheh. zhuoxuan is dead. hahas.

after breakfast we had area cleaning. cleaned out da tent and tightened da guylines fer inspection.

den we changed into berms and went out of school fer wide game. yay. had 2 taste sum indian sweetx and guess which one dey were on da list dey gave us. it was quite fun lar. in da end we only guessed 2 correct[out of six]. hahas. but it was interesting and our seniors tagged along wif us.. yay.

den went bck to school. had lunch.

station training. it rained!! da e-shelter sucks. i mean our. it flopped dwn da moment we let go of our verticles. hahas.

den footdrill. i got a dream. i wanna be ftdrill commander. aiyah yi4 xiang3 tian1 kai1 lar. if dats da correct chengyu 2 use... aniwaes... gonna hafta work hard!!! jiayou!!

den we had station games!!! so cool. i love em all. furst we went fer da sweet potato soup. nice. i just love obstacles. and we platoon 3 and 6 helped each other out!! isn't dat nice?! rites. den was electric wires--correct? oh aniwaes.. cool. tishie was so fast. and shujun practically just stepped over da thing. hahas. yeps. den it was nuclear waves. da sec 3s are evil lor. can hear amanda and suyi's voice. tried 2 confuse us.. hahas. but in da end we still got it over safely!!! yay..

dinner. super nice.

***
s'pore idol
it was so nice of ms ng and ms ong and all da seniors[including sec3s] 2 let us watch s'pore idol during camp!!! dat was so cool. we all went thank you ms ng etc during da break. sly rawks. too bad taufik won.
***

after s'pore idol we had nite treasure hunt. ooohh scary. esp suyi. she got dat weird weird look on her face can. okae aniwaes saw suat lay on da way out and tish just went 'hi suat!!!' suat was so damn cute can. she was looking arnd frantically and asking tish who was beside her. so funnie. actually suat... jeslyn was beside ya lar... and we weren't supposed to sae anything... hahas.
den sleep.

third dae(:

cudn't wake up. woke up later than usual 2dae...

had colours.

had breakfast.

went marketing with xinying.. all da stallholders were soooo nice!! and all da people shopping dere. helped us alot. thank you!!!!! xinying so nice. carry heavier ones dun lemme help. hahas i lurve my seniors!! muah.

did outdoor cooking. so boring. now i noe how charis felt when she was sick and had 2 look after da food. i had to do dat can. only went out occasionally 2 help and saw our dear seniors helping with da fire. and dorinda's soup was damn nice. everybodie loved it.

uniform workshop. tisiana's dear sister said my scarf was atrocious. hahas. must improve. senior tied fer me. dun understand. HOW COME SHE TIE SO NICE??? ugh. aniwaes. looked so toot with my shirt tucked in until liddat lor. hahas.

telematch!!! had to pick out marbles in soapy water using chopsticks. hahas. nice game. wonder who tot of dat... and we had to pass da polo sweet frm one person to another. hahas. charis told us later dat da polo sweets kept breaking whenever she got it out frm da wrapping. comical. yeps. can almost imagine da scene. hahas.

battalion games. 3 pls were stuck in da enemy camp and we had to rescue dem bck. 2 seniors and mingyi[da sec3 one] were stuck in OUR camp. mingyi stepped on one of my balloons. oh my gawd. but aniwaes we won da battle lar...

campfire. amanda was so damn cool can. i love her guitar!!! so cool. i wanna learn da guitar. i wanna learn da guitar. i wanna learn da guitar. okae crap larrrr. no money. heys... meiting looking fer sponsors anibodie??? hmm... i think we weren't like so enthu cos everybodie's like dead beat liaos.. woohoo!!!! i love guitar. guitar rawks~~

yay. den we had supper.

charis went fer coh. we were in da room writing letters. i was thinking of dis lame game cos we were like nothing to do. we picked mortals frm within da platoon... mine was tishie. itx not fair lor. she recognise my handwriting so quickly. hahas. aniwaes i was also writing to shu. yeps. and sec2s gave us pep talk. yeps. abt our faults and good pts too larrr. yeps.

den sleep lor.

fourth dae(:

woke up later. was surprised dat dere weren't any fire drill ytd le... 6:05. damn late.

aniwaes had colours, pt etc etc.

breakfast. made us eat eggs AGAIN. later get high cholesterol ar..

SABOTAGE!!! damn cool. made us eat sth like bread and celery. i was so freaked out when i bit into sth hard. i was like 'huh wads dat' den realised--eh... celery. nice. hahas. and dey made us roll in mud and do ftdrill when we're all muddy. kidnapped me and charis den we were like'oops ftdrill cannot tok le'... hahas. den we heard da rest calling fer us so we sent out our sos signal... biborbiborbibor. so funnie lor. hahas. cool.

aft dat ms ng hosed us dwn and made us go bathe thoroughly. hahass. she so motherly liddat.

prize presentation. *drum rolls*

best sec1 recruit: rachel!!!!! congratulations man.

best sec2 recruit: xinying!!!!! our dearie ps. ya deserve it!!!

best pl: anna!!! i was thinking rites.. it'd either be regina or you lar... yay. ya changed alot fer camp!! yay! anna rawks. oriole rawks. hahas.

best platoon: 2 winners. stonefish*yay* and pufferfish[led by dear regina]...yay!!! we rawk!!

end of camp.

okaes i'm so happie to be able to blog again. yeps. now fer thanks.

charis: our dearest pl!!! ya were gr8 with yur lame jokes and funny voice trying to tok! it rilli made us laugh. jiayou and continue to be a wonderful sec3 nxt year!!

xinying: yay!! best sec2 recruit. you were always helping us with our chores when we din feel like doing it thanks!!!

tishie: hello our dearest organiser fer our bimbo club. and i'm also recruit fer ego club. hahas. lame. aniwaes just wanna tell ya thanks fer yur enthu-ness and cheerfulness which perked us up everymorn!! thank you!!

shujun: thanks fer being such a lovely companion to our lame tishie and kip pei4 he2 her jokes!!

jolynn: so quiet!! must tok mre but nevertheless you were a gr8 timekeeper!

yay bbye!! muah gonna sleep now. love ya guys.

2004-11-09T18:45:00.000-08:00

oh shit. i got cca dis sat. i wanna go. but i want my sleepover too. i want it. i want it. shit. itx gadget making. and gateway!! oh.. wad a wonderful thing. i wanna go!!!!! i'm still sick. got nth to do. i think i'm sufferin frm nothing-to-do-too-bored-syndrome. ugh....!!! why am i crapping so much 2dae??? okae stop blogging...

2004-11-03T18:53:00.000-08:00

i'm sick. i just vomited in da bathroom just now. disgusting. i wanna go fer fund-raising!!! ugh. now i cant go. i'm sick. sick sick sick. so sians... now i'm stuck at home bloggin.

2004-11-01T22:02:00.000-08:00

our show was a big hit!! not dat i'm ego or sth but everybodie was cheering!!! now fer credits..

may and yiting: thx fer everything. esp may fer doin da poem and everything and yiting in assisting her.. dun tink pple dunnoe wad you're doin cos we appreciate ya!!! and yiting fer downloading da music onto da cd. must haf lost sleep.. :(
sab: thx fer being such a darlin and volunteering 2 edit da music fer us. you're a genius babe!!
sock: for encouragin us and gettin us bck on track whenever we felt like playing during rehearsals..
baby: thx fer helpin us do da make-up. ya rawk man.. [p.s. continue practising on yur mum's make-up. hahas.]

sorry if i 4got abt ya fer yur gong4xian4 but now fer da roles!!![not in order of preference but in order of index no...]

da bimbos!!!: nicola... yiting... baby... natalie... shiqi!!
da ah lians!!!: [sinister man. my acidic green eyeshadow rawks.]me:)... eve.t.!!
da hooligans[or soccer players. xin1 ku3 le..]!!!: miao... yangyi... yeelin... kewei!!
da chao chao chao shuai ge!!!: minzhen... sock... may... huiqi!!
and...
zui4 shou4 huan1 ying2 de nerds!!![you rawk da whole show! almost brought da stage dwn. hahas.]: sab... and jingyu!!

and if you're wondering where da 18th went to... she's ruiping... sad ar. she was supposed 2 be ah lian wan..

aniwaes i lost yiting's necklace. i'm so sorry fer dat. oh yes. wanna thank sam fer her skirt. will return 2 ya aft its been washed.

aniwaes... itx yay yay and yay fer ytd's performance. goin bck on thursdae fer fund-raising...

2004-10-30T03:40:00.000-07:00

18:40. why are ya blowing hot and cold?? i cant stand it. everytime you do dat. why?? i cant stand it everytime i see dose neoprints i took wif you.. dose dat were written wif frends forever.. i cant stand it anymore... why are ya doin dis 2 me?? i hate you. but sometimes i dont. i dont rilli noe.. oh shit. why am i confusing myself..? i'm sick and tired of wearing da mask dat everybodie sees as normal. i swear. solemnly 2 myself. i'm gonna tear up da mask. i'm gonna be me. me. ng meiting. i swear. i'll be true 2 myself. but can i? [oh shit. stop bothering me.] i will be me. rilli. well.. maybe you'll see a diff me but.. maybe you like it.. maybe not. i will NOT be controlled by anyone else except ME.

2004-10-30T03:37:00.000-07:00

18:35. i'm here again. depressed[again]. stop askin me bout da sports shoes thingy. i'm pathetic enuf. i'm tryin 2 change... cant ya see??? and just when i'm priding myself on dat you depress me[again]. pathetic. STOP ASKING ME.

2004-10-30T02:17:00.000-07:00

17:20. depressed. sometimes... i just wanna enjoy my life. i wanna be with guides all my life. i just wanna see all my seniors happie. but i can't. they're leaving us in one year's time... oh no. half a year. i'm gonna miss them. i rilli do. i noe you're not honna see this but you're the best senior alive. the cheerfulness just spreads. i rilli am gonna miss you girl. i am. rilli want you all to know we appreciate you. rilli. 17:25. i am gonna miss ya. with all my heart. i promise. we love ya.

2004-10-29T23:51:00.000-07:00

finally. oh-my-god. i'm so happie my com is done...!!! yea. cool. now i can blog. yeps. yea. guess wad..? ytd we took fotos of miss ng and lotsa other snrs. cool!! yea man. i luv my cam. ytd ****[secret id]spoke 2 me. yea man. da conversatn goes like dis:

****:hello. so... ya got ******'s foto oredi??
both together here. ****:haven rite? me:nope.she dun wanna let me take..
both:hahas.

cool man. ohh. hope **** dusen see dis le. hahas. okaes.. lame. ruiping's goin away tmr. which is so sad. we're all gonna miss ya!!! muah. took lotsa lotsa lotsa fotos n she even took one wif mr ingham!! cool. we took mostly wif liping, yichan, and sock. yar. i'm gonna post it on my blog soon man. so look out fer it!! oh yes.. got alot 2 sae in dis post... lemme see. starting frm as far as i can rmb..

just 2 daes ago...

brought my digital cam 2 skool. went 2 skool at da normal time wif anthea n sharlene. took fotos of lotsa unwilling snrs.. [even thou yunpei was damn sporting. she said okae IMMEDIATELY.] now zhen4 shi4 gong1 kai1 2 all sec2s and 3s snrs.. we're gonna make a collage specially fer ya!!! cool huh...? shuang resisted all da way. nevamind. we'll find a way. took of mer, wenhui, mingyi[da sec 3 one..], tracy and ... forgot liaos. sorrie.. yeps. oso of paupau and a.tee during recess and yunpei AND SO ON. i'm not gonna carry on like this rite..

ytd...

fridae. prize-giving. didn't get on stage. hahas. dina got 1st in cls and in level. shiqi got 2nd in cls and in level. qiyan got 3rd in cls. so li4hai4 man. aniwaes... started takin rilli cool fotos wif pingping whu's goin 2 australia fer A YEAR. i'm gonna miss my darling daughter. okaes. cut da crap. yeps. last dae of cookie-selling. bot a box of mint ones cos i just cudn't resist da temptatn. and btw i neva get fat. why...??? did spring-cleanin 2dae but i didn't take part. but heyy.. itx not my fault rite... me and sab just had 2 edit dat damn cd b4 da end of da dae...!! and sab is such a genius. we did it all by ourselves!!! cool. we finally edited da cd OURSELVES!!! dats so damn cool. ohh. took fotos of limyuan, char, denise[or was it ytd???]. aniwaes... did da posters during recess wif yeelin and nat. sock and sab did da other one.[but it all got lost aniwaes. oops. i'm not supposed 2 noe dat 2dae.] yeps. da old man praised our work but whu cares??

2dae...

it was da full-dress rehearsal. tot of ponnin but tot they'll kill me if i did. hahas. and guess wad? dey didn't feel like changin when i got 2 skool. damnit. shudn't haf cum. i wanted a beauty sleep de... budden in da end dey all changed. :([or shud i be happie?] this was da big thing. OUR POSTERS GOT LOST. i bet ya knew it rite... wad da hell. waste my money only. and guide rule no. 9 saes we must be thrifty. damnit. oh well. nothing 2 type now. heyy.. lemme tell ya bout da history of guiding..? robert baden-powell fought in the boer war frm 1899-1902. he told pple msgs and asked them 2 carry it frm one place 2 another. aft da war.. he realised dat dis cud be taught 2 da boys. he carried out dis idea and da scouts was formed. he wrote a bk named "scouting fer boys" and not only boys but girls read it too. da gurls oso wanted 2 be included in dis game too. dey crashed the crystal palace rally and lord baden-powell decided dat he wud hafta provide a similar game fer da gurls. he tot long and hard and gave them da name guides cos he was particularly impressed wif the guides in africa whu learnt 2 do everything. thus.. gurl guides was founded in the year 1910 and was chaired by his sister agnes baden-powell. 2 be cont'd...

2004-10-22T03:51:00.000-07:00

wad da hell. no time 2 blog at all. sians sia. gotta go!!

2004-10-16T02:41:00.000-07:00

chao sian sia.goin out tmr wif... yiting n dj n few other of his frends... yeps. oh man. chao sian man... just got dis lil' article outta da teenage magazine bout dis rilli rilli short guy liking n lovin dis rilli tall gurl... but they cant be 2gether. or so said da gurl.. so sad lar.. dis is madness.. oh man. so pissed at my sister lar. took da poster i wanted.. hahas. yar. okies... gotta go now.

2004-10-15T02:37:00.000-07:00

heys... haven blog fer longlonglonglonglonglonglonglonglonglonglong time liao... so sian sia...eoys are FINALLY over(much 2 my relief i shud sae...) :)hahas... yeps. heys i've been regretting a thing fer a long long time... something i shudnt heaf done... i dunnoe whu 2 confide. everything's been going against me. poor pathetic me. ugh. my mum wudnt give me enuf freedom i nid. i rilli nid it. and she likes 2 ctrl me. i dunnoe why... but i hate it. i hate it. everything i do... my clothes. my spending. EVERYTHING. and when she asks me 2 wear sth i dun even like i go out looking like a freak. like i'm sum sort of typical nerd. i dun understand. and when i go against her wishes she'd scream and rant at me fer da whole ENTIRE dae... and my spending. i dun see wads wrong wif changing a wallet dat has been used fer over 2 damn years and buyoing a new bag i rilli like WIF MY OWN MONEY. oh man. dat is so... wad da. now i'm broke. and she dusen give me money 2 spend. argghhh... cry ar... no money 2 spend. itx such a "wonderful" feeling 2 be broke. aniwaes lookin forward 2 holidae camp..

2004-10-02T23:25:00.000-07:00

heys sian sia... exams are like... round da corner n i'm still blogging. but i cant resist da temptation. hahas. damn lame le... gotta go. >.< -cookiez

2004-09-22T19:49:00.000-07:00

heys 2dae i'm so happie... itx a holidae!!! well, sort of, cos we dun hef lssns 2dae BUT we haf spring cleanin. which is so sad. okie, gotta go. juz blogging during reccess.

2004-09-17T20:12:00.000-07:00

heys guess wad...? i got a tee's blog!!! got it from sock... ou ran de ji hui o... oh-my-god... so cool can. aniwae all her entries are like depressing. duh. too bad sock didn't haf shu's... guess it'd be quite cool. yeps. played captain's ball yesterdae n we won all 3 games!!! so cool... we are da UNBEATABLES!!! yeps. dats it.. oh-my-god. shu was like so cool, interceptin all balls. yea! went 2 kap yesterdae wif jamie, shujun, valerie n... mingyi n we ate mac. so shuang. neva eat fer long time liao. budden now i'm gonna pay a price n copy all my lssn 25 to 35 notes AT HOME. damnit. i shud neva haf given in to temptation. ugh. neva mind. it was fun.. yups.

2004-09-12T02:57:00.000-07:00

heys everybodie.. cookiez here again!! haf bin doin revision as usual 2dae n i'm like dead tired. flipped thru da ikea book thingie n itx like oh-my-god. i lurve da tables, beds, chairs, kitchens... everything. lolx.i'm goin mad. i even drew up a plan wif sis 2 show wad our new room wud look like. haha.okie. i like counting dwn 2 mid-autumn fest. lookin 4ward to it cos itx like.. I MISS MY SKOOL. I dun even like sec skool life. itx like so stressed out n everydae yur like oh-my-god there's white hair(not fer me but--oh well.)n everydae there like loads and loads and jus loads of work waitin fer ya 2 be done. ya noe.. ya can jus imagine. come on. use yur IMAGINATION. sians sia. ugh. i hate dis life. stressed out man. n my results are like-- suck man. oh god. i'm like i-totally-hate-science and whueva invented it. ugh. n there's like loads of pple i dun even like at skool whom i'm supposed 2 work, tok, study wif. i mean, duh. i jus wish i cud transfer skool n when i get bck 2 pri skool every bodie is like oh-wow. eh she NANYANG one le. oh-man.cant they jus gimme ONE, jus one moment of peace..?! i go bck there 2 relieve my stress n itx like... oh-well. ya can imagine rite. maybe i jus hate everybodie... oh-well. i shud count my lucky stars i still haf cca 2 kip me alive...-cook!ez
p.s. dis one is partly dedicated 2 sock. jus rmb dat when everything jus goes wrong, at least ya haf yur cca n yur 2 marmie!!

2004-09-05T01:31:00.000-07:00

haf been doin homework all dae liao. finally itx time fer me to rest. haha. sianz. we still haf math remedial(or shud it be enrichment?) tmr and I hafta wake up at 7. itx one-and-a-half hours l8er than normal sch daes budden itx da hols... ugh. wednesdae i'm meetin up wif frenz ta prepare fer mid-autmn fest stall. yeps. and i haf cca on thursdae and also saturdae. yeas!! budden we haf boring sci lssn on fri... betta kip myself awake huh? i watched garfield yesterdae wif my sis and cousins and it was like, damn funnie. i esp. like 'da fat cat'garfield!!! haha.-cookiez.
p.s. happie burfdae jess. hope ya get ta see my blog. -cookiez.

2004-09-03T07:54:00.000-07:00

heyz. my new blog here. juz gonna intro myself. umm... i'm like a fun-loving person whu's like any ordinary gurl in da neighbourhood.. yepz. i'm like a teen whu's completely devoted to my cca. btw my cca's guides. yupz. i'm 13, like to watch tv, blog, surf da net, play basketball even thou i suck at it. lolx. dats all about me i think.. heyz guess wad.. i'm gonna watch garfield da movie tmr!! so excited.. hehheh. aniwae sad todae le.. got my progress report n i practically flunked my science. every pathetic lil thing except fer tests. walau. not dat i dun wanna pass but i simply haf no interest in dat subject. sad ar... gotta start workin hard b4 i worry bout other things. pple out there.. ya shud noe wad. haha. yepz. new resolution: not to sms durin cls. okie.. gotta go. -cookiez
p.s. my resolutions neva work out. lolx. -cookiez.